I've quarelled with my bf, we arn't talking for 5 days already. i really miss him and don't know what 2 do :(

Um, it's time to move on. This dude sounds like a major jerk. I can't believe you can even miss him. Do you not have respect for yourself...that you feel that this man is the only thing you can settle for? You need to leave him right away. You need to realize you are worth more than he is giving you. You are suffering. You do not need to apologize. He does. You need to leave him. Seriously.